Battle of Milliken's Bend
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JULY 4, 1863.] HARPER'S WEEKLY. 427 very quietly, and thought no one saw her—she was mistaken. Mr. Lee came with Harry in the afternoon; he was quieter and graver than before, and Harry was always with him whenever it was warm enough for him to be out of doors; and Michael Lee would come and sit with him when the weather prevented the boy leaving the house. Simpson brought him to the garden gate, and then he was able to walk up the little garden by himself. Sometimes Mrs. Parker walked with him, and a few times Katherine had helped him, but her hand always trembled as it rested on his arm, and he would try and grope about by himself rather than ask her; and then Harry called her stupid for not offering. It was the 25th of October, a very wild day. Harry was not so well, lying on the couch, looking out of the window, watching the thick muddy waves rolling in angrily one after the other. The ferry-boat was not crossing, it was so very rough. Something was coming, the boatmen said, as they smoked their pipes and looked out to sea. It was worse by the evening. How the wind howled! And the tide was in, every now and then dashing over the sea-wall into the road. Harry lay watching the angry waves. He had never seen the Straits so rough before. Michael could not see it, but he heard the roaring of the waters, and he hummed the line— And the night-rack came rolling up, ragged and brown. "It will be a terrible night, Harry, I fear," he said. "It will indeed, Michael. I was thinking you would scarcely get back to the hotel." Ay, a terrible night it was; one to be much remembered in Anglesea. As they spoke the big iron ship was rolling about in the thick fog, hoping for a pilot, hoping to reach Liverpool that night; and before Michael Lee reached the Bulkeley Arms the big iron ship was thumping against the iron coast only a few miles away. The iron coast was the harder. The great masts tottered and fell, shivered so that Katherine's little fingers broke off pieces from them afterward. And when all was over—when the big iron ship was broken to pieces—when "the storm had ceased, and the waves thereof were still," some bottles of Champagne and pickles were found unbroken amidst the rocks, which were covered with big iron bolts wrenched out of the big iron ship that night of agony! Scarcely credible if read in a novel—and yet it is true. Verily "truth is strange sometimes, stranger than fiction!" So these two sat watching and listening to the storm that evening, and at last Harry said: "Michael, I have been thinking of such a good plan." And Michael said, "Have you, my boy? What about?" And Harry said, "About you, Michael. I know you don't like having Simpson with you always; and, you see, I'm not strong enough to read a great deal, or go out when it's not fine. They think I'm made of sugar, or salt, or something, and that I shall melt; and I've been thinking if you had a wife it would be much better. I thought Katie would do so nicely, and then, when you go back to Oldcourt, she or I would always be with you. If mother wanted her you could fall back on me. And she reads ever so long without getting tired, and writes so fast too. Do you think it a good plan, Michael?" "My dear Harry," the quiet voice said, and then stopped. "Oh, what a monster! It's bigger than any yet. There, it's broke over the pier, I declare; such a wave, Michael, you never saw. Well, but what do you think about Katie?" "I think, Harry, for once you have forgotten I am blind," Michael Lee answered. "No, I have not, Michael; that's the very thing made me think you ought to have a wife. If you weren't there's no reason for it. You could fish, and shoot, and ride, and read, and write, and do every thing yourself, and she might be in the way and want you for something just when you had got your gun, perhaps. I think you'd find her so useful now, that's what put it into my head." "Harry, I thought of it a long time ago, when I was not blind, and she would not be my wife even then. I am glad of it now, Harry, for her sake." But the deep low voice had no gladness in it. Up started the boy from the couch. "Oh, Michael, you don't really mean you ever asked Katie to be your wife before?" "Yes, Harry, I do mean even that." "And Katie said she would not like to be, Michael?" "Yes, Harry." "What a shame! Oh, Michael, it makes me almost wish I'd been a girl myself. I'm sure I should have liked it very much." He threw himself back on the couch and coughed. Michael could not see how his color went and came. So neither of them spoke. And when he had done coughing he rested a little; then he said: "I might have been strong enough for a girl, perhaps; there's not much in them ever, though Katie's much stronger than I am. She's a great deal older, that's one thing. I wonder if I shall ever be as old as Katie; she's nearly out of her teens now. Do you know, Michael, sometimes I think I never shall. You can't see me now, or you would know how thin I have grown—a regular scarecrow. I'm a great deal taller, but my hands are so thin, my fingers look so long, and they're so white compared to other boys' I see on the beach. Some of the boys from the grammar-school I often watch playing cricket by the castle, and such nice brown hands they've got, I'm quite ashamed of mine. It's not manly to have such white hands. Do you think I ever shall be a man, Michael?" Michael felt for the boy's hand, and stroked it in his own. He knew it was very thin and soft, though he could not see how white it was. He stroked it a few moments, and then he said: "Harry, my boy, if you never are, remember there is a better Land than this, where you will be strong, and I shall see again. We must both think of that, Harry, and be patient. It is hard work often, is it not?" "Very; and sometimes I'm so cross when I can't sleep, Michael. I know what you mean. You think I shall never get any better; you mean my cough will go on getting worse, and I shall get thinner and thinner, and weaker and weaker, and then I shall die. I hope I shall go to heaven, Michael. I don't think I have done any thing very wicked; you know I've not been at school much among other boys, so it's not been so difficult. I remember, though, I helped to drown some puppies once. I could not help watching Thomas do it, and then I remember I held one under the water, when I saw it put up its poor little head. I can't think what made me, and afterward I remember poor old Flo came and smelled my hands and licked them, and I felt so sorry then. Well, Michael, I'll try and be patient, and not be cross any more, and if I die when I'm a boy, you'll be sure to know me when you come, Michael; and if I were to live to be a man, you might not, you know, Michael; I should have changed so, and it's eighteen months now since you saw me, Michael. But I want to ask you about Katie again. Did she mean she did not like you?" "Not like me well enough, Harry, she meant." "'Pon my word, Michael, then I think she's changed her mind, and I'll tell you why. When I came back the first day I met you and told her and mother you were blind, she never spoke, certainly, but she cried; I saw her, and often I see her eyes full of tears after you've been here." "Yes; she is sorry for me, Harry, that is all." "I don't think it is all, Michael. Mother's very sorry for you, but she doesn't cry. Here come three more schooners going to anchor round the Point: there's a regular fleet of them." The door opened; how the wind howled! It was Katherine, bringing Harry's medicine. She put it down on the little table by him, and smoothed his hair and kissed his forehead. "Such a storm, Harry, coming on!" Harry pulled her down close to him, and whispered something. Michael could not hear all; but his own name he heard several times. Then Katherine stood upright, and said: "Hush, Harry; will you take your medicine?" And Michael heard her voice tremble. "No, I won't take it, Katie, till you answer my question; and my cough's been very bad this evening, so I ought to have it at once. Michael says, you said you'd rather not be his wife, and I want to know if you'd rather not now, or if you've changed your mind about it." "Harry, no more of this, or I shall go back to Oldcourt," said the quiet, calm voice, not quiet or calm now. "He is too young to know all he is saying; forgive him," he added. "Oh, Michael, don't be angry with me; but indeed she's quite crimson, and the tears in her eyes; and if you would only just ask her yourself, you would see. Dear Michael, you know I shall never live to be a man; and after I've got thinner and thinner, and weaker and weaker, you'll have no one to take any care of you, and I feel so sure Katie would like it now, though she didn't then." "Harry, I told you your sister was very sorry for me, nothing more." "Sorry! she was very sorry when the cat died. I don't mean that. I can see her face, and you can't. How stupid you are, Michael! Oh, Katie, you know he doesn't like asking you now he's blind; and, if I were you, I would just put my arms round his neck, and tell him I should like it so much, without his asking me." "No, Harry, you could not, if you were me," said Katherine, and her voice was more than trembling now, it was sobbing. She was a prisoner; Harry had tight hold of her hand; and when he talked of growing weaker and weaker, and thinner and thinner, she had knelt beside him, between his couch and Michael Lee; and the blind man knew by her voice she was kneeling down, and he stretched out his hand, and it rested on her small head and bright glossy hair. Katherine was not pretty; but she was tall and slight, with a small head set on her throat like a queen, and quantities of bright glossy hair twisted round and round. He, Michael Lee, put his hand on it, and said: "Katherine," and that was all: and she did not answer at first, only he felt her turn from Harry's couch more toward him, and then she said, softly: "Can't you see me the least bit, Michael?" And he said, "No, Katherine; I would give all I have in the world to look in your face now, darling." And then Harry said: "I'll tell you, Michael, what she looks like, and don't give Oldcourt and Frisky and all away for nothing but that. She's not so red as she was, but she's crying. Oh, now she's hid her face, and I can't tell you what she's like." She had hidden her face, but it was hidden on Michael Lee's other hand, and he felt her hot tears on it, and he said: "Katherine, if you stay one moment longer I shall believe what Harry told me." She did not move. He stroked the bright, glossy hair, and then passed his arm round her and drew her closer to him, and said something in such a whisper that Harry could not hear: and Harry rubbed his hands and said: "Hurrah! I suppose I'd better take my medicine now, for I believe Katie's quite forgotten it." So she rose and gave it him with one hand, for Michael had the other; and Harry drank it, made a face, and said: "I sha'n't be satisfied till you have put your arms round his neck and told him you are very sorry for ever having said you would not like it; it was such a shame!" So she knelt down again, and did put her arms round his neck (not Harry's), and said something, too, which Harry could not hear; and Michael Lee stretched out one arm to Harry, and with the other gathered her up quite close to him, and said: "I pray God you may never repent, my Katherine. And Harry, my boy, you an see her face, and I can not, as you said just now; and if ever you see her cry, or look unhappy, I trust to you to tell me and help me to find it out. Darling, if ever woman was loved, you are, my Katherine; for now, with this black sheet before me, which makes even your dear face as dark as night, I would not give you up, even to see the blessed light of heaven and the green earth again. I would rather be blind with you than see without you, Katherine." She did not answer, but she lifted up her face to his and kissed it; and Harry brought his white, thin face and rested it on Michael's shoulder, and said: "Michael, I wish I could make my eyes over to you. There's the fishing at Oldcourt, splendid fishing, and you'll never be able to fish without them. I would if I could, Michael, for all my happiest days you've given me. And as to Katie, I hope you'll like her much better than Simpson; and if she isn't happy it's her own fault, that's certain. Fancy not being happy at Oldcourt! And I dare say you'll give her a bigger pony; she can't have a better than Frisky, but she's too tall for him, and you'll always let him run in the park, won't you, Michael, when he gets old? Never sell him for a donkey cart. It would break his heart, I know it would, Michael. He'd pull it; he'd pull any thing; but I'm certain it would break his heart." And Michael Lee promised Frisky should always be cared for as if he were the best hunter in the land; and the little white face looked up lovingly into the poor blind eyes, and then went on to say: "I think it was so very rum of Katie ever thinking she would not like it. Don't you, Michael?" And they both laughed and kissed him, and then the boy said he must go and tell his mother, for it was all his doing, every bit. And that evening, after tea, they all sat by Harry's couch, all the time the big iron ship was break, break, breaking, on those cold gray stones, just across the island.
THE
CAVALRY FIGHT NEAR
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